I’ve always been in search of true love.
I’ve always been in search of true love. I started this pursuit because I had experienced deep regret based on past memories. I needed to know if what I was feeling was true. I told myself I would not stop until I had my answer. That level of commitment meant I was willing to overcome and endure any obstacle no matter how painful. She once told me that I’d make her happy. Hearing that was so powerful and I’ve never forgotten it. So much so, it haunted me years later through the regret of inaction. I had to follow this calling to happiness. It was not only the chance to love someone but also the chance to be loved. I remembered how she always used to believe in me at a time when not many others did. As a young person who was not used to much kindness or praise, this level of belief without reason meant the world. It helped shape how I saw myself. I wholeheartedly believed I had finally found someone who truly understood me. None of it was true. The person who was meant to mean everythin...